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It was interesting to come across an old article containing the Autism-Spectrum Quotient Test, which is apparently used as a measure of the extent of autistic traits in adults. There are also warnings from the authors that it’s not a diagnostic tool, so I reckon it falls into the category of “interesting toy that might have indicative results”. Speak to a real medical professional if you have any concerns.

Anyway, the average score for a control group was 16.4, with a score of 32 or more indicating “clinically significant levels of autistic traits”. Don’t read too much into it, you can score more than 32 and still live a normal life, etc.

I scored 33.

I’m quite happy with that. As I have at least the self-awareness of a bollard, I know I’m not the world’s most socially capable person, but any other symptoms would be relatively mildly displayed. I like order, and I can get into routines, in ways that can no doubt be annoying for others, but I’m not seriously obsessive about them; just more comfortable. My liking for order is selective; I can still be pretty messy and disorganised!

I’m happy to have a borderline score because that’s pretty much where I would see myself; somewhere near the edge of most people’s social scale, but fully functioning. I’m also quite happy being a software developer, a profession where people seem to reckon such traits may be more common.

I’m mildly relieved the number wasn’t higher, partly because I don’t want to think of myself as having a “condition” with its accompanying labels, but mainly because I don’t want an excuse. If I’m difficult to deal with in some way, that’s my responsibility and my fault (or maybe yours ;-).

Edit: Realized that the last paragraph could read as being dismissive of the condition of autism. That's not my intention.

Date: 2010-06-09 09:43 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] tobyaw
I scored 23.

Date: 2010-06-09 10:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ffutures.livejournal.com
31 - I think it goes with being a writer and generally spending a lot of time hunched over a keyboard instead of boozing at t'pub.

Date: 2010-06-09 10:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] qidane.livejournal.com
Hmm, 27 - so who are these people who bring the score in the control group down?

Date: 2010-06-09 11:01 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] very-true-thing.livejournal.com
29. About where I expected.

Date: 2010-06-10 05:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hobbitomm.livejournal.com
Surprisingly, I pull the average down a bit. 19, tho', so still above the average for their control group.

Date: 2010-06-10 08:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sharikkamur.livejournal.com
32. The whole social thing baffles me a lot of the time.

I'd be interested to see the gender split on their numbers given that autism is generally described as more common in males.

Date: 2010-06-10 08:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] meepfrog.livejournal.com
28

I rather expected to be higher. But there were an awful lot of questions that I hovered beteen slightly agree, and slightly disagree...

Date: 2010-06-10 12:02 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] silverwhistle.livejournal.com
33 also.
I thought I might have scored higher.
But how much of it is innate, and how much is learned. I wonder?

Date: 2010-06-10 09:38 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] silverwhistle.livejournal.com
My point is that some of my guarded social behaviours are coping strategies. I was very outgoing and confident when young, but I experienced a lot of bullying because my social background and intellectual interests differed from those of my peer group at school. I recovered at university, only to get kicked back again by continued rejection re: jobs. But I've always been obsessive in my interests.

Date: 2010-06-11 09:40 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] silverwhistle.livejournal.com
It's quite likely my attitudes are at least partially learnt, growing up in a small place in the country with no close friends nearby.

Which creates the alarming possibility of what a "bright lights, big city" Gavin might have been like!

Yes. I think this is why I tend to be wary of questionnaires as personality assessments & c: they are not diagnostic tools because there's no way of differentiating innate from learned responses. I learned not to give out too much with people because from the day I first bounced into school, aged 5, I discovered people wanted to call me names and/or hit me because my accent and speech were different and I loved schoolwork and reading. The only people who would be friends with me were other misfits, such as a girl who had a hand missing (thalidomide). I wasn't sporty, and from the age of 7 or 8 I wore glasses (adding "Four eyes, goggle eyes" to the repertoire of name-calling).

I went to see a careers service person the other day, and was told I shouldn't talk 'loud'. I've never regarded my voice as 'loud' – she was on the quiet side, and we were in a sort of glass-box room that did weird things to acoustics – but I was told that at interview, one should never use a louder voice than the interviewer and try to mirror them in pitch & c. I'm taller than her, and she seems to have found me intimidating, which boggles me. But it seems that no-one wants me as I am: I try to change, but somehow that's never good enough.

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